After she kept silent from the shocking breakup from Seal, Heidi Klum finally speaks up. Seal talked about their break up right after it was announced and now the model shared her side of the story after being quiet.

For the April issue of Elle magazine, the German model revealed details about the meltdown of her marriage and described it as a tornado.

"I feel like I'm in the eye of the tornado. It's emotions inside of your body that are a tornado. And then the outside world doing all this craziness -- with you wanting it or not wanting it -- is another tornado," she said on the magazine.

"But as hard as it is, so is life. And sometimes I think a curveball just comes at you. Instead of something straight that you catch, it hits you in the head from the side that you didn't expect," Klum added.

The 38-year-old model also admits that even if their marriage looks like a fairytale, they too had their fair share of marital problems that they chose to keep in private. Even though it wasn't successful, she stressed that she didn't want to dwell on it but rather, she wants to move forward.

While promoting his latest album, Seal has been unstoppable in broadcasting their dirty laundry. Although Heidi refuses to admit that she's mad, she does acknowledge that it is difficult for her.

"He's a grown man. I can't tell him what to do and what not to do. It's hard," Klum said.

"I'm a lioness. I have four cubs. I'm a mom. I want to take care of my kids and protect them. I don't want to talk about them, or him, or me."

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