In the new episode of "Keeping it Up With The Kardashians," Khloe Kardashian couldn't hide her emotions. On December 1 when the Kardashian clan got together to share old movies and exchange Christmas cards, Khloe choked up while remembering her ex husband Lamar Odom.

In the wake of the recent rift between Khloe and Lamar, Lamar Odom obviously didn't become part of the Kardashian family together. In addition to that, when the family members asked Khloe about Odom's absence, she kept silent to avoid the question.

Later, when the family decided to play a game called "White Elephant" (it is a game where every player picks a number and then grabs a gift from the center) Khloe accidently picks up number 7 and gets overly emotional looking at it as it is Lamar's NBA number. She then kisses the card.

Obviously, Khloe Kardashian still has strong feelings for Lamar Odom. Even if there relationship is currently on a rough terrain, Khloe clearly misses Lamar.

Things went downhill for Khloe and Lamar, when the latter took to drugs and was caught cheating. Reportedly, Khloe did her best to save Lamar from drug addiction, but her efforts went in vain.

According to the sources, there is no chance of a reconciliation between Lamar and Khloe. Yet, Khloe still misses him. In the preview of the upcoming episode of KUWTK, Khloe was shown crying inconsolably and saying she doesn't know what to do.

Apparently, Khloe and Lamar didn't spend Thanksgiving together as Lamar wanted to spend the day with his father. According to Hollywoodlife.com, a source revealed that "Lamar wants to be with Khloe and the rest of her family for Thanksgiving, no question. But, he also wants his father to be part of the meal because he's family too. Lamar is caught up because he can't be in two places at once."

Our heart goes out to Lamar and Khloe and we hope that soon they get their life on a normal pace.