Khloe Kardashian Struggles To Deal With Her Past As She Celebrates Her 30th Birthday In The Hamptons

Khloe Kardashian just turned 30, and in this week's episode of "Kourtney and Khloe Take The Hamptons," the highs and lows of her milestone birthday were revealed. Khloe's real feelings about her divorce from Lamar Odom were revealed side by side with the awesome party and birthday gift she received from French Montana.

Khloe and Kourtney were staying in The Hamptons for the summer, so the rest of the girls flew over to join them. Their mom Kris Jenner was joined by Kim Kardashian as well as the two younger Jenner siblings, Kendall and Kylie. When everyone arrived in New York for the party, they found out that Scott had gone to rehab for his alcohol and drug abuse. Khloe wasn't feeling like celebrating her birthday anymore and said that she wanted to just chill out and focus on helping Kourtney. Kim and Kourtney both told her that it's a milestone birthday and that she should go ahead with the plans. Kim also shared that she herself was unsettled and upset before her 30th birthday and they also had to force her to party.

On the day of the party, Khloe was still not feeling the vibe. She felt that everything wasn't going as she planned, just like her entire life. She started complaining about the smallest things including the gorgeous dress that she was wearing. Her mom pointed out that she looked great but it did nothing to lift her spirits. Eventually, when the group were at the private yacht where the party was being held, Khloe was able to take a moment to step back and appreciate what a fabulous party she was having. She just said that she could enjoy it if she looks at it just as another party and not her birthday. Her friend Malika made things worse when she asked Khloe how it felt to be 30.

After her boat party, French invited Khloe the next day to have dinner at a restaurant that he likes. Khloe didn't know that he already had her family and friends waiting there for them for yet another big bash. She was completely surprised and caught offguard. With her mood decidedly lighter, French dropped another bomb. He asked everyone to step outside, and in front of the restaurant, a brand new white jeep was waiting for Khloe.

Khloe was clearly overjoyed with the surprise, but the next day, she was down in the dumps again while talking to her mom. She complained about a bump in her throat and the conversation quickly deteriorated. Kris commented that Khloe's marriage and her life didn't turn out as planned but that's okay. She said that she felt that Khloe is rushing into a new thing with French Montana, and that completely hit a nerve. Khloe lashed out and called Kris simple-minded. She said that if she had her way, she would still be married to Lamar and that Kris didn't understand how she felt every day.

Kris then told Kim about their fight and Kim went in to have a chat with Khloe. She told Khloe about her own 30th birthday where she had also been recently divorced. She said that she felt the same way when she was 30, unmarried with no kids. She then pointed out how great her life is now with North and Kanye, and this convinced Khloe to be more positive about her own future. The rest of the season will show how her relationship develops with French Montana and how her unsettled divorce still looms over her life.