Lamar Odom and Khloe Kardashian Divorce: Khloe Breaks Down and Cries Over Lamar, the Basketball Player Says He is Not the One to Blame

Basketball Player Lamar Odom Departs the New York State Supreme Court After a Child Custody Hearing with His ex-Girlfriend, Liza Morales, in Manhattan — IN PHOTO: Basketball player Lamar Odom departs the New York state Supreme Court after a child custody hearing with his ex-girlfriend, Liza Morales, in Manhattan, March 5, 2013. Reuters

Khloe has kept mum about her marriage woes, but her dilemmas were uncovered in the newest episode of "Keeping Up With The Kardashians."

In the season premiere of the reality TV show "Keeping Up With The Kardashians" on Sunday night, Khloe Kardashian broke down and cried on the topic of her failed marriage with former NBA player Lamar Odom. The said episode was filmed around the time that Khloe and Lamar were starting to experience rough times in their marital relationship.

A paparazzi has apparently flung Khloe with insulting questions that made her break down in tears. "The whole thing is very uncomfortable," said Khloe. The reality TV star expressed her feelings to her sister Kourtney. "I do not like being around people because I know what they are thinking," she said. "I can't even look people in the eyes and I am not even the one that did anything," she added.

Khloe revealed how she struggled just to keep Lamar safe as much as she can. She said that it was her job to keep the basketball player safe and for her to be able to do so, she said she had to keep herself quiet. "I have been putting myself aside to hopefully save somebody's life, and now that I have come to terms that I can't, I have to move on with my life and that means changing a lot," Khloe said.

Khloe filed for divorce from Lamar in Dec. 2013. Following their divorce, the mansion in Tarzana, California that the former couple once lived in for four years has been put up for sale.

As for Lamar, he said that he shouldn't be blamed how Khloe turned out to be shattered and miserable. A source close to Lamar told Hollywood Life that he didn't watch the pilot episode of the new season of the reality TV show but he got a recap of the show.

"He never asked her to feel that way or put her life on hold to help him," said the source. "He went about his business and wanted to be left alone," the source added. Furthermore, the source said that Lamar went away so that he wouldn't hurt Khloe.

Now that was some conflict between the newly-divorced couple. Clearly, they failed to communicate with each other openly. Khloe was trying to help Lamar, and he was trying to move away from Khloe so he wouldn't hurt her more. They probably didn't know why each of them is acting a certain way.

Lamar and Khloe wed in September 2009 and divorced four years later. It's hard to move on after separation but eventually, they should be able to. Good luck to both of them.